"From Fear to Hope: Loraine’s Journey of Motherhood, Resilience, and the Power of PMTCT"

Loraine Amollo, a spirited 47-year-old woman from Migori County, has a story of resilience and hope that highlights the great impact of the PMTCT program. Widowed and working as a mentor mother since 2017, Loraine's journey with HIV spans over two decades, beginning with her diagnosis in 2002. She started ART in 2005, but her early experiences were filled with fear and uncertainty.

Diagnosed unexpectedly during pregnancy in 2002, Loraine initially doubted her test results, especially since testing at that time was voluntary and often associated with stigma and immorality concerns. Her worries were confirmed by witnessing the stigma faced by others living with HIV. She recalls feeling unwell after her childbirth and fearing for her own life, haunted by the thought of dying young, which was a common fear among many young women then.

Her turning point came after losing her first child at 1 year and 6 months. Fortunately, on her next pregnancy, she learned about the PMTCT program during ANC visits. Initially hesitant about its effectiveness, she enrolled, motivated by hope for a healthier future for her new baby. The program offered her free medications, group counseling, psychosocial support, and valuable health education. These services reassured her and helped her accept the journey toward motherhood with HIV.

Loraine describes the care she received as compassionate and supportive. Healthcare workers provided detailed counseling, administered ARVs diligently, and checked on her regularly. She recalls the anxieties she faced during each HIV test of her child—drawing PCR tests at six weeks, 9 months, and finally at 18 months. Each result brought fear and hope, but she kept her faith in the PMTCT program.

Her daughter, born in 2013, was tested multiple times but in the end, was HIV-negative. Today, her child is a healthy 12-year-old girl thriving in grade 7. For Loraine, the results are a testament to the power of the PMTCT program. She feels immense relief and joy knowing her daughter is HIV-free, allowing her to dream of a bright future for her child—hoping she will finish school, have her own family, and perhaps give her grandchildren someday.

Looking back at her journey, Loraine credits the PMTCT program for saving her life and granting her the chance to be a present mother. Her experience has strengthened her resolve to support other mothers living with HIV, sharing the message that with medication adherence and support, a good life is possible. She emphasizes to fellow mothers: "Being HIV positive does not mean your baby will be positive. Take your drugs, adhere to your treatment, and give your children the best chance in life."

Loraine’s story is one of hope; proof that with proper care and support, living a healthy, fulfilling life with HIV is achievable. She passionately advocates for awareness, resilience, and the incredible potential of the PMTCT programs to transform lives.